媽媽我愛妳2017.01.25鋼筆

I Love you, Mom.
Fountain Pen Drawing  2017.01.25.

It is going to be the Chinese New Year in two days. The little patch of the blue sky outside of the iron bars has taken the little one’s full attention. This is his second new year in the prison and there will be the third and the fourth. He came to realize, after finishing the first new year, that it made little difference to him spending it on either side of the prison. 

He misses home and the hugs from his mother. However, when he got home, his mother lashed out at him, bashed him and threw him out. After he left home broken-hearted, she called the police telling on his runaway. The recurrence of the incidents made him suspect his mother’s love for him. 


His wandering ended in the prison. His mother comes for visits and tells how much she loves him. “This way is better,” He reckons.  

再兩天就要過年了，鐵窗外那一小片藍天，讓阿弟看到出神，這是他在監獄裡過的第二個年，未來還有有第三個、第四個，在過完第一個年以後，他就發現在外面過年和在監獄裡過，對他來說其實沒兩樣⋯⋯

他想家，很渴望媽媽的懷抱，但他不懂，為何每次一回到家，媽媽就會打啊罵啊的，把他攆出家門，當他哭著離開，她卻又打電話求他回來，然後報警說他逃家，這事一次次發生，他都不曉得媽媽究竟愛不愛他⋯⋯
進了監獄，他再也不必流浪了，而且媽媽都會來看他，說她有多愛他⋯⋯
「這樣比較好⋯⋯」他說。